Almost done.

This one is for you Patricia and Deb, since i am pretty sure you gals are the only ones who read this thing. So here is a little update on life.

I am writing my senior thesis. It is time consuming and partially enjoyable. I often feel that i can no longer form an intelligent thought, and i get frustrated because i take so long to word things and try too hard to make them sound amazing, that in the end i just get worked up and end up quitting and getting nowhere fast.

Sometimes i think i am too sensitive. I mean, i know that sterotypically its just part of my assigned "gender role", and sometimes i really just want to use that as a cop out excuse, when in reality i am just being down on myself for no reason. i just dont really care about anything anymore. I want to go home and sleep in my own bed and watch late night television, read historical biographies, and not have to worry about anything. Maybe there is some nice rich man out there looking for a wife. I'm sure thats the solution to all my lifes problems.

Anyways, i think i have about three weeks left. It is very scary, but thats life, what can you do. Certainty is boring. At this point, im up for anything.